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Ennui

Breathe in the air now, a harmony of woe
Blindly lead the like mind
Feel the needs as they grow
Out of sight, kept in mind
Apart, come ennui
in your voice, hear you sink

Doubt will exhaust your hope
Fearing your dreams will be washing away
I know you will have no regrets, you’ll never say I wasn’t there
All what you really want is me to come to you

I will be there, to stand before you
face to face, my strife has brought me home
I know you will have no regrets, you’ll never say I wasn’t there

Cumbered by the open road,
embrace becomes a lock to keep the bond
You have come to loathe me too
Reaching walls, racing time by
striding on through it all

Doubt will exhaust your hope
Fearing your dreams will be washing away
All what you really want is me to come to you

I will be there, to stand before you
face to face, my strife has brought me home
I know you will have no regrets, you’ll never say I wasn’t there
You know always, you are my all

Ennui2020-10-28T02:36:42+02:00

Koniskas

I silently confound what inheres in me but is not mine

‘Cause I believe in something other than what’s written on the walls
how we are murdered for the pieces that are rendering it all

Now you’re bringing in the kindle lights, something to believe in
Now I’m breathing in the water that you have parted in the past

You are walking like your father and you see it through his eyes
I’ve been reading all your markings you have always tried to hide
Set aside your feelings, like you’ve seen them locked inside
unconditionally so steadfast, how a mother’s always right

And I can feel it in our weakness we have gained since we were born,
another tower of strength to leave you as all the reasons left recede

And I know, I know
We are walking like we’re falling, still there is something you can’t see

Silence comes your way. Silence come, silence come

While we can sense the missing order, what you created leads you on
The machine we helped you forging tells you to wait until it’s gone
You’re making all the right decisions while you are not awake
Growing from a whisper the voice inside is still restrained

And I can see it grow our weakness into the undefinable
how we are searching through debris now from the fear of being deceived

And I know, I know,
We are walking like we’re falling, still there is something we can’t see

And I know, I know that you face a reverence to break through,
to have the freedom of your will

Those walls once raised by greed stand tall while we stand still
Pay no heed, seized by war, hand away our lives and thus we can spiral on

Koniskas2020-10-28T02:36:28+02:00

Pluton

It came unexpected, still it’s laying at my door
Ways that I reflected, you’ve been there before, you always will
Still my apprehension tells me you have gone so far
they can’t say where you are

Compromising this, in despair I’m hoping
you can sense what is, drifting in your ocean
Passed beyond redemption, left just to remember

When the moment passed here silence thundered across the plains
Heavy hearts that ache to hear you say that it is not too late

Given no chance to forgive me, left to absolve an illusion
Beneath the surface I sense how I am growing older
Holding the pieces you left like a last intervention, it’s
taking the light from me, part from the guide as we lose our faith

In my wake, now, I swim against the tide and in the late hour coming to your side
Leave my life, now, putting out the lights that shine on my all,
abandoned here by time, left open wide

Compromising this, in despair I’m hoping
you can sense what is, drifting in your ocean
Breathing on unaware, winters reach everywhere

Given no chance to forgive me, left to absolve an illusion
Beneath the surface I sense how I am growing older
Holding the pieces you left like a last intervention, it’s
taking the light in me, part from the guide as we lose our faith
In my wake, now, I swim against the tide and in the late hour coming to your side
Leave my life, now, putting out the lights that shine on my all, abandoned here by time

Pluton2020-10-28T02:36:14+02:00

The words

Shiver through the fever, silence of the trees
chasing woes of my weary soul, blight of the leaves

Rest from your trouble, lay while you wait
Dream something beautiful
Fill these blank pages with rue, each one

Patient you stayed by my side for years, I know I owe you more than I have
Given the words that will make you leave, there’s nothing left here, no one to save
How we share this hopeless devotion, passing the hours as if they were days
And I won’t breathe until it’s over
No turning back here, no final escape

Bide here for the closing, fearless by the sea
Time to let go of what always’ been there, peacefully

Struck by your silence, drenched in my doubt, numb from the burning cold
Tear out the pages, change what I said, mend my wrong

Patient you stayed by my side for years, I know I owe you more than I have
Given the words that will make you leave, there’s nothing left here, no one to save
How we share this hopeless devotion, passing the hours as if they were days
And I won’t breathe until it’s over
No turning back here, no final escape

The words2020-10-28T02:35:53+02:00

Kuraman

Listen to the eye of intuition, pattern it in play
stop the drift from drowning your heart in it, just to waste away
You don’t even need them, you’re your own, you say; bridges light your way
I could only screen you from your window, no more than delay

You want it to reach an end
You would like it over when you cannot save that someone in you
from you giving in

I can’t make you stand your ground
oh, do it for the truth you found
it is notwithstanding how, oh, all of us confide in you
When you trust, your words are one
you never gave your troubled mind voice of instinct

I will lie to you the way you did to have your say in good company
turn the game around and make it work my way, second you to me
We will find a way to put our strife to end stronger than we were
I will mend the circles we lost in the sand to what we defer

You want it to reach an end
You would like it over when
you cannot save that someone in you
from you giving in

I can’t make you stand your ground
oh, do it for the truth you found
it is notwithstanding how, oh, all of us confide in you
When we trust, our words are one
you never gave your troubled mind voice of instinct
trust, our words are one
let you know the faith you won heard your instincts

You want it to reach an end
You would like it over when
you cannot save that someone in you
from you giving in

Kuraman2020-10-28T02:35:13+02:00

Tabula rasa

I was one of those who lived in doubt
I was one of those who could not accept how far
counting on the ones we chose will find
there’s no innocence, since we think therefore we are

I will fight the system, break it down and redesign it
I don’t want anything the way it’s created by them
Where is my right to choose if all the options are theirs

There were some of those who told the truth
who before they rose all were children just like you
Sons and daughters standing with our earth
Shedding light on those that would bleed us, out of view

They show you

I will fight the system, break it down and redesign it
I don’t want anything the way it’s created by them
Where is my right to choose if all the options are theirs

We can be the system, it will turn and try to own us
We can have everything if we will change into them
Now it’s our time to choose which of the options are theirs

Slow it down we’re treading on the soil that gave us life
Slowing down we’re coming round, I’m fearing for our lives
Ways we leave all that matter, all that we have
placed be your trust with me

Tabula rasa2020-10-28T02:34:06+02:00
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